maaf sekiranya aku agak melalut
namun inilah diriku
memerhati gelagat manusia
yang sepertinya..
enak menikmati kehidupan mereka saban hari
membuatku terfikir.....fikir...dan fikir...
aku ketawa sendiri..kadangkala terhibur
dek perbualan mereka..
kadangkala terdetik dihati..
'apalah yg mereka bualkan..'
tapi mungkin juga..
bila sendirian..nampaklah silap org..
bukan niatku menacari kesalahan mereka
cuma kadangkala merasa..
kehidupan ini sudah jauh menyipmpang dari landasan ..
meskipun kadangkala aku juga tewas dek permainan dunia..
aku cepat2 bangkit...dan terus istighfar...
huhhhh...
kini,aku hanya memohon kekuatan dariNya
akutak mahu menjadi salah seorg dari golongan
manusia yang diceritakan dalam surah As-Saff
berwt rasanya menanggung ilmu Al-Qurann
kalamullah...yang kadangkala..
aku sendiri terasa susah untuk melaksanakannya
meskipun aku tahu setiap suruhan dan larangan itu ada hikmah yg telah Allah jadikan...
nikmat itu dugaan..
dan itulah dugaan yang sering mengaburi mata2 manusia..
yang paling BESAR!!
wallahuallam..
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Aug 22, 2009
RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK MENJELMA LAGI..
Alhamdulillah..
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Ramadhan muncul kembali...tak sngka...msih sempat aku merasai ramadhan kali nie..sayu terasa hati...ntah laa..memikirkan tentang ape...nk kte mcm sahabat nabi yang gembira menerima Ramadhan..aku sendri pom kompius...
Yang jelas Ramadhan kali nie aku rase sgguh berbeza..meskipun, aku bersyukur kerana masih berpeluang merasai Ramadhan disamping keluarga tercinta....msih diberi Allah umur yang panjang utk nenikmati bulan penuhhh dgn keberkahan nie...
Kdg2..itu yg membuatkan aku takut..yelahh...mnusia yg buat maksiat pom Allah masih bg peluang utk hdup...nikan mnusia tgh beribadah...betapa besar nye nikmatNya...tpi tu la yg kte xsdar...nikmat yg mengaburi mata.
Tahun nie...first time..pose tnpa mmber2 kt asrama...suasana berpuase bersama...berbuke bsame..tdarus sme....sahur sme...mmg manis....!!! segalanya bagaikan baru semalam..masih ingat kta2 aida dalila...'hari ni kita last sahur sme2'....mse tu xtrse ag...tpi skrg...bru thu...dgn kwn2...yg phit tu terasa manis...ye r...5thunn....mcm adik-beradik...sooo close.....nge klurge sdiri pom xla se closeeee gtu...
Satu perkara yg membuatkan aku sebak bila dtgnyer Ramadhan ialah ayah....betapa berat ku rasa menanggung perasaan ini...berpose...brbke....beraya...xpenah bersame...mybe snang org ckap...tpi utk merasai seme tu dgn seorg lelaki yg ttbe muncul dlm fmili mmg pahit...bagaikan dipaksa menelan hempedu..kutahan rasa hati..pedih hati..tpi adakh itu bermakna aku xredha dgn ktentuanNya?? Aku sering mengingatkn driku agr xtrbawa2 sgt perasaan sedih nie...sbb setiap perkara ade yg Tuhan nk tnjukkan kpda kita...tpi aku xleh nk lari drpd perasaan sebak itu..perasaaan terkilann seorg anak ble xpnah merasa hdup bklurga bsama ayh n mak kndungnye...tgok fmili org len kmpul sme2..mak,ayh..amik gmbr....jauh disudut hti aku kecewa n tertye pda dri sdiri....=)
Tpi yg phit tu hnya sekadar luahan...klu dlm hdup aku ade 10 perkara..aku kn ltakkn dier perkara yg terakhir...hahaha....kesimpulannyer...seme org de msalah peribadi msing2...cma every1 got their on ways...n aku percaye....selagi kita mghadpi msalh tu dgn skap terbuka..redha...sabar..hepi..xtension..Allah tu sntiase menyediakan jalan yg terbaik utk hambaNya yg tabah mengadapi ujianNya..kan3? so yakinlah dgnNya...
Yakin pada Allah bukan mengharap terkabulnya segala harapan.yakin pda Allah bukanlah keindahan nikmat,yakin pda Allah ialah meletakkan keredhaan pda ketentuanNya..rsa bahagia dgn ujian walaupun perit..disitu air mata yang menitis terasa bernilai buat menyiram api neraka..indahnya tarbiyah Allah,tersirat rahmat dan hikmah,,diuji kita sgi tnda sayangNya..
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Aug 19, 2009
Things girls don't realize....
1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'
23. ,b>If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.
33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.
---Ladies, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life
---Guys, if you don't repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.
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Aug 16, 2009
lawak siot....
SALAMMM...
Jumaat..dlm kol 11 lbih aku terlelap..kes pe..tdur mse tu...ltih ngemas2..bsuh2..jmur2...mklum r..hjung mggu..
Deringan lgu revolusi hp aku pom bnyi....besenyer time tdo..aku xheran r...spe kol...ttbe...ak nk agkt gak...
'hello..boleh bercakap dgn nurul attierah zamari?'
'ye..sye...'
'kami dari Pertandingan Blog Intel...'
aku...dri ngatuk+lali....segar bugar...upe2 nyer die kte aku slah seorg pemenang blog tuh...aku pom tye laa..aku dpt no bpe...
die kte..nnti die akn inform melalui emel...aku pom kte r.."berehh2.."
Dalam hati nak suke gop wase...tpi tertye r...dpt no wape ek...cz ader blog aku tgokk..gnaz plikk...aku pom agk2 r..mybe no 3 kot...dpt kamera digital...sdap wooo....hahaha...
Pahtu..ari Ahad.aku check emel aku...hahha..upe2nye sagu hati...10 org...gelekek aku suke..
Nak kte frust tu xla...tpi syukur ader...xske leh dpt gak sagu hati ...byg r...dah dkt sebulan gop wase ptndingan tu...smnggu nk ttup..bru aku dftr...xjpe cri centre Broadband community...pahtu...mcm2 la poblem nk bleh ke stat wak or...wawa,,,=)
Kire boleh r ork...stu hari nnti aku nk bkerjaya dlm bdg nie...aku mmg minat..meskipun xpndi mne...tpi aku pcaya pda mnat n kmahuan aku...hahha..encourage n motivate dri sdiri laju r...k..k..airu pom dpi foundation creative multimedia...rugi ase xg...tpi maybe ader la tuh hikmahnyer.....ork..ke guane?
Aku harap lu ader la knalan2 kt cni yg sudi...memperkenalkan lagi NaZ tntg everything tntg creative multimedia khususnyerr....welcome....ngehehehe....mnat or..nk jdik game designer....cyberpreneur....animation...koya goh....hahhaa...fighting!! ajr r serba ckit...
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Aug 8, 2009
tensionn...
come gop eh aku dlm gmbr...sjuk hti..
Huhh...seminggu nie..ttbe..arini baru rse tension.. baru aku sedar...aku mengejar dunia sesgt... ttbe ase letihh... within dis week..i got really busy wih 'Revolusi Broadband.. my coming presentationS tu.. smpi2..kdg2..xtau mne 1 yg kne buat dlu..prsentionS brtimbun2.. nk crik kt internet sjerr...byokkkk gler.. nk kna bce...edit..print..potostat... so many works.. ntah laa...bru ting 6 tuh..doh nk gne..ting 6 laa byk kje...kne survive ugokk..jgn ambik mudah bdk2 u ey..bnor..mula2 aku senang dgn wk kje.. tpi ntah knpe lately..angin aku xmolek.. asyik nk mroh org jer... baru aku sedar yg aku ni tension..
Sedih ase..klu dlu ble tension2..ade mmber disisi..ade shuk..midah..arah..sekrg.. dh r kne motivate dri sdiri.. bg smngt kt diri sdiri...dgn keyakinan yg xbpe yakin nie.. aku sdiri xtau nk solve cmne..
Ingat kta2 seorg shabat..Allah lah sebaik-baik tempat mengadu..alhamdullilah berpegang dgan kta2 tu aku truskn perjuangan. tpi ikhlas ke x..hnya Tuhan yg tahu..
Saat kolam sir mata bergenang,hati sebak..mengingatkan saat2 lalai..astaghfirullahalazim.. byk btol dose aku..bkpe laa ak nie arh? ntah la...sllu nk jdi ank yg bleh dhrpkan mak n kkak yg boleh jdi teladan adik2.. tpi kdg2 saban hari bhdpn dgn adik aku yg sorg tuh...tension laa..aku sokmo la doa spya dia tu 'bangun'!!!!!!
Bkpe la yg gong sgt tuh? xmboh dgor org doh,,,,stiap kli ye wak skit at ke mak ker..adik ker...n even myself...Tuhan jer tahu betapa penyabarnye mak mghadapi seme nie...aku kdg..mari angin rbut Sumatera.. xkre r...smbor jer......
Ya Allah...sesungguhnya manusia jenis apa yg kau jdikan Nurul Attierah nie?? Aku pom kompius...kdg2 aku bleh handle bla mri dugaan sekuat mne..tpi ble dtg hal yg remeh aku jdi tension...bykkn beramal dgn amaln2 sunat..sesungguhnya kaum perempuan itu rjin beribadah nmun dia jga rajin membuat dosa..itulah kta2 yg mmbuatkn aku fikir dlm2...menarik..bermakna.. n pnuh dgn 1001 peringtn buat aku.